Well. 

I’m a 46 year old reasonably mature male adult. I’m practiced at (at least) faking the male adult part. Which includes keeping your shit together in public, among strangers.

Like…emotionally, I’m totally fine with my experience. Intellectually, I’m curious about matters of etiquette and propriety. And that third part, don’t know what it is, is all oh gawd was that weird? It was weird, wasn’t it?

(If I’m being honest, I’m relieved that I could both have the experience and not inflict weirdness on anyone else at the table.)

Utterly unsurprised about Annalise. It sure reads that way.